And Im the reason

ericisastud

2004-04-02T02:00:02Z

eric is my heart and eric is my life, at his house is why continue to live.. anyways. COME TO show on easter if ur cool.

or if not go to band on wed. alright

i love eric and he loves me

and the rock is hott

splat.. im sick

2004-03-19T15:00:15Z

hello,

went to beloved last night (i know other big bands played but i only went for them, dont hate me for that)
but ya they did well, i emjoyed their set and thats about it, felt sick so stayed outside,
SOMA sucks, least i was there with scottie,jacob and keith..

well tonights HOpe con,
then sundays comeback kid and killing the dream,our turn,worn thin,the answer so im pretty excited,

should be fun..

have fun
be safe.

-austin.

yeah..

2004-03-14T07:57:54Z

soo uhh
its been awhile but ya..

past two nights at selah, wow first night evergreen terrace and with hopes last breath ruled and thats about it. drunk bros made me laugh, saw old friends. fun times,

tonight noise ratchet, was cute and my mom wasnt

she yelled at me

goodnight,

-austin

die_for_her @ 2003-12-31T00:32:00

2003-12-31T08:33:32Z

you were my spine
my crutch
my life
and death
my all
you were my love
my fear
my all
i cant do this
without
you

die_for_her @ 2003-12-27T07:46:00

2003-12-27T15:46:52Z

LACI<3<3<3

die_for_her @ 2003-12-25T18:15:00

2003-12-26T02:15:57Z

merry christmas you goofy ape

grab someone you love and touch them

twice

die_for_her @ 2003-11-29T00:37:00

2003-11-29T08:37:46Z

Write yourself love letters,
because your not getting anymore from her
fell hard for a empty heart cus
you cut your legs ,you lost your arms
to a pretty face with all charm

and now your left alone

I know how cold
those four walls can be
when ur heart first breaks
and your ache is let free

and all you do is weep
and cry yourself again to sleep
for the price of pain was far from cheep
for a love that only lasted a week.
your heart bought with her lie
to you a blind trade
for her a grandprize

die

2003-11-28T17:14:22Z

I'm pulling you to me
My fingers in your wounds
Ice storms won't water your eyes
Pressing the truth from you

If it's me or nothing
Choose nothing
There's nothing right with me
Nothing

I'm just making myself colder
Innocence set to time
You can tell there's something wrong
You can see it in my eyes

good day for a hanging

2003-11-26T19:36:56Z

at colins duh..

both got introuble, both had plans destroyed..
still stayed the night wich made it fun,

made songs in front of the television

and then i sucked his dick...alot

yep

sure was

love,
aus.tin

~<3~

2003-11-24T02:54:25Z

Had band practice today.
went swell.
the shows this weekend were fun,
I kept it emo last night with copeland, they ruled you and your moms face, but ya.
anyways.. time is treating me great
and funn
so thats why time is good
aka good time
i cut my hair todayits really short

ps jk

At Scene of the Crime

2003-11-21T15:01:28Z

show tonight.

go.

or else..

note:viva love,viva hate

2003-11-18T15:13:38Z

Just waiting to go to school, it cold even when i have my jacket on. I had the most amazing band practice ever on sunday, so amazing that im posted about it two days after it the loser that I am. yaya, we are planning on recording dec 13th or 14th for our new demo, so ill let you know whenexactly if ur interested.
As for other news, we have a week off of school next week for thanxgiving break or something like that. And im happy about that, that means lazy time andi like that.
as for shows wize, this fri at selah Sinai beach,stg andi think emh are playing so everyone should go support them, because they are good bands, plus its selah, practically free. holla! well my fingers are numb from typing so
goodbye goodbye goodbye.

amor,
Austinoutswinging

taste.our.knife

2003-11-17T05:06:40Z

Kiss me one last time
before you say goodbye
so at least this time I remember the taste our love
in a shape of your knife
wich you held so tightly behind your back
to slowly stab through this heart
while we both stood chin to shoulder
together
in this dark_ness

die_for_her @ 2003-11-16T01:38:00

2003-11-16T09:43:05Z

step back
and take a glance
at memories that were never given a second chance

stacys mom doesnt have it going on

2003-11-15T08:14:11Z

Well, show went good.. good metal at crosswinds.Saw my buddies having fun, and saw some get hurt wich hurt to see.
Tomarrow im going to with or (without you ex.die hard youth) the warriors(straight on) and PMG so it should be a fun show. Who else is going? let me know. Goodnight. goodnight. goodbye.

love,
<3 <2 <1
aus.tin

<3. <2 . <1.

2003-11-12T09:33:41Z

sitting at home for the afternoon, dont wanna go outside. sick of sunsoaked concrete streets, close the blinds id rather hide, because the ghost in me, is out of key, from never keeping love. sick of pale white bedroom sheets, close your eyes, so i can die..." you were my spine, my
crutch, my breathe, my sight, my life, my death, my all. you were my hope, my fear, my love, my fear, my love, my fear, my fall. i cant do
this without you. i cant do this without you. ive tried, i cant, im gone,
sincerely yours..

broken sound

2003-11-11T22:41:08Z

when awake we pray for sleep,
can't stand to feel another day.
hours drain.. inebriate,
the clock spins sober.
time shows us we've
had our turn...missed our chance,
we'll never learn.
there's something telling me..
we didn't do it right. (again)
time stands still, we
can't proceed even if we wanted to.
with a chance to start again,
would we change even if we knew?
that lifes a broken record,
haunting all of us.

hands down. hands off. hands tied

2003-11-11T10:01:50Z

yep my friends and i are such gurls cant believe they posted these with out me.. I<3lai

die_for_her @ 2003-11-10T23:02:00

2003-11-11T07:06:18Z

die_for_her @ 2003-11-10T22:22:00

2003-11-11T07:02:08Z

STAY GOLD

2003-11-11T05:51:44Z

friends came and went,
they always have.
some at my side,
they never left the fights,
the drinks, the youth..
they've passed, still in my heart.
always thinking back
reminicse the arguments,
the innocence days grew cold,
they always do
...stay gold...
i'll see you soon
they've gone but not for long
this is my ode.
to the kids, who fought side by side
to the kids, who would talk and stay up all night.
to the kids, who made up our lives
to the kids, who fought and lost to time...
I'LL SEE YOU SOON

cute. kisses. from yours

2003-11-10T08:24:10Z

Show went ok. Wed is amazing, SAFE inside is ok.. I was exspecting more from them but hey beggers cant be choosers. Jamba Juice was swell, Punks that try to fight me in the pit arnt. I got scared cuz i didnt want trouble but i guess he did, but then rodney a.k.a. (THE BLACK FREAKIN NINJA) jk, but he grabbed the guy to protect me and back me up. It was cute but scary cuz i thought he was actually choking him to death, but then again who wasnt chocking with all the smoke around.Well its late and im tired.
love,

Austinoutswinging

Bridges and gaps

2003-11-09T07:56:08Z

well today went to go see elf, it was funny verry funny, the night went pretty good.The talking was quite intersting i hope that everything is alright.. yes welll eating string cheese because it rules.. with orange juice hah

when trumpets fade

2003-11-07T09:25:42Z

It was a cold day again today but weather was still nice, Wearing coats rules yep sure does.I know which friends stay true to me, it feels nice to know that they are there.Four day weekend starting tomarrow, doesnt that feel nice, ya. it does, cant wait for the show on sunday, Go It Alone is soo soo good, so are the other bands, cant wait to hear what safe inside sounds like. Should be a good one mate.I finally figured out to fix the email thing so now i can post on others live journals, im proud of my self. yep.. OFF To read..
love,
Austinoutswinging

Born To Lose

2003-11-06T15:08:22Z

thursday morning, should be a good day, have practice today hopefully.So ya.. does anyone know how to fix my lj to make it so i can post on other peoples ljs because everytime i try to post on other peoples it says something is wrong with my email, if anyone gets this then could you plz let me know and help me it would be awsome. Well off to the hell hole. aka. school.

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